I hope I can pass..

"If you have done your best, just commit everything unto the Lord's hand,and He will guide you through."
Sometimes, I do wonder, have I done my best? Is this the best ever effort that i can ever put in for the exam? And the answer always turns out to be NO!I never think that I have done my best or maybe I just never did my best. I don't know what is the best from me but I always thought that I could have done better. In fact, I always slack during the preparation for exam...always idle away my time without doing anything useful...then, at last, I always get freak out during the exam. The same thing happens again and again.
During the preparation for my final, I slacked and wasted lots of my time. Without me realising it, the exam was already approaching! During the exam, I found out that whatever I studied and I'm more well versed of just didn't turn out in the exam..but those which is hard for me to understand it, it all came out=( I know I couldn't blame anyone or anything now..and I shouldn't..coz it is not because of any other thing but my laziness!! It is my fault and not others..Now, I'm truly worried..I wonder if I will be able to pass the requirements set by JPA..I'm also feeling kind of guilty as I didn't treasure this chance of studying here enough..I know that it is not easy for me to be able to study here..if it is not by God's grace and mercy, I will never be here..yet I slack...and now is just too late for me to cry over the spilled milk...too late..nothing can be changed!
How I wish I can go back to the past! I wish I would have done better for the final;I wish I would have studied harder for the final..I wish..
Now, I just hope that I can pass the requirements!I hope I'll be able to....I really hope...I wouldn't be expecting high scores for any paper as all papers are just too hard for me!
Lord, I cry to You!Just let me pass the requirements!In Jesus name, I pray,Amen!